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| ::Sunday, November 12, 2006:: | |
Hahaha, haven't written here in so long. Figure people who I don't want reading my page probably don't check here anymore. *sigh* I desperately need to study, but I can't get what I have on my mind out so I can fit in finance T__T Lol. Why do people have to be so straightforward and say everything on their mind? "You guys are either already going out or like brothers and sisters" WTF? >_< What kind of statement is that? Such extremes. Can't it be friends? :/ Friends tease and fight with each other too. Boo. It's not like I don't do it to her bf too >___< ahh! It's cuz I'm more comfortable with people I know in a party setting and I didn't feel comfortable sticking to her bf...I don't know anymore. Haha, this is bugging me a little too much. Ugh. I think it's probably cuz I do kind of like this guy a little. Just that I'm pretty sure he doesn't see it the same way. I can remember doing too many stupid things that annoyed him. Hmm..he's not the typical type of guys I like too. :/ But yea, I think it bothers me most that my sis said the other guy (whose gf made the comment) mentioned something similar to my sis too. But if the two guys have been friends for so long, and for him to say something like that, maybe this is something out of the norm for the other guy...hahaha. I'm trying to be so ambiguous that this is getting confusing. Sigh.
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[Nezumi squeaked @ 10:47 a.m.]
| ::Friday, March 31, 2006:: | |
haven't posted in here for the longest time.
got some surveys i need to do for marketing project, it'd be nice if someone could fill them out =]
part 2 of survey 1
survey 2
thanks!!
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[Nezumi squeaked @ 06:51 p.m.]
| ::Wednesday, August 13, 2003:: | |
^^;
I really should be studying for my provincial tomorrow. Just needed to get stuff off my mind, i guess...so i can "fully" concentrate, lol, with music in the background ^^; Yes, neways...has anyone ever felt special for a split second and then felt even gloomier than b4 because you realized that all that "specialness" was created by your own mind and you weren't really special at all? *sigh* yea~ feeling a little like that. Like pitas right now. It seems as though I am finally updating again, but in fact, it's because xanga is down, lol. ^-^; k, bad example, but it works~
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[Nezumi squeaked @ 10:07 p.m.]
~~ worried
Somehow, I swear, I've suddenly become really annoying...and I've somehow pissed off all of my friends. I think they're ignoring me >_> I have become a little...(fine~ very...)guy crazy :/ but u can't blame me...I've been feeling not so great, so obsessing over peeps help me relax a lil. Hehe, I wonder if Mike will really get me sumthing from Japan :/ he was thinking of getting me lingerie *cough* hopefully, as a joke...
Nehow, I feel ignored, so I need to release it here~
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[Nezumi squeaked @ 04:15 p.m.]
| ::Tuesday, July 1, 2003:: | |
*time transfer attempt*
hehe, just came back from driving to and from my friend's home...i didn't die, yay~
lol, stupid summer school t/m~ no more fun times T.T oh well, i think school will make me stop thinking so much, so it's always good~
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[Nezumi squeaked @ 11:42 p.m.]
| ::Tuesday, July 1, 2003:: | |
Xanga
I was going to update that one, but it seems like i'm putting more time into that instead ^^; It's annoying when everyone I know has xanga instead...peer pressure, lol.
I'll try to switch again...but if u want to see if i updated...my xanga page~
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[Nezumi squeaked @ 12:02 a.m.]
| ::Saturday, May 24, 2003:: | |
contemplating...
should i go to church camp or should i not? It's not just that i haven't gone to church ever, even after last year's church camp, but i've also kinda been bitter about Christianity. ^^; I mean there are some cute guys there and all, but i don't know if they'll be there...then the water tubing and that floating trampoline is quite fun but that's not really the point of a church camp is it...
if only it were at a new place, i might want to go more...there wasn't much to do last year...urg, and if my cousin didn't seem to be so nice about asking me to go, it'd be so much easier to turn her down...
the thing is that there's no reason to not go, yet there's no reason to go...especially since i remember crying a whole night and not going out because i wasn't too happy :/
ugh, decisions, decisions. I come back one day before summer school...so I might be tired too :/ then i don't know when I'll start working (hopefully I'll be allowed to volunteer at Kerrisdale Community Centre)...
*sigh* think think...only a couple days to think so much over :/
much to do too~ i need to prep for all my exams...my two final are on the first two days that finals start (Friday, June 13th -.- omg and Monday, June 16th) then all three of my provincials are on the first three days that provincials start...(Wednesday, June 18th; Thursday, June 19th; Friday, June 20th) -.- *stress stress*
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[Nezumi squeaked @ 09:21 p.m.]
| ::Wednesday, May 21, 2003:: | |
I passed, I passed, I passed~
nono, not my chem test~ but my driving test~ yay, got my N finally...it was a really good test too...almost a blank sheet~ hehe...
fun fun =p get to drive on my own now...
gonna go watch some Mantantei Loki Ragnarok...rest a bit and go back to school to brag...err, work on my EDP magazine *sweatdrop*
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[Nezumi squeaked @ 02:11 p.m.]
| ::Wednesday, May 21, 2003:: | |
~~ sigh
i think i just failed my chem test...so tired~
i kinda want to see my results, but i kinda don't~ ^^;
neway~ i'm home right now...the driving instructor's going to come in about 45 to pick me up to go to the road test centre. Test is @ 1pm
I'll probably go back to school afterwards to work on my EDP~ no time left!
hmm, might as well while i'm at it.
Summer To Do List:
-Go to summer school ^^;
-Review ChemAP stuff that i've missed
-Buy a prom dress
-work? hopefuly :/ i want to kill some of my career prep hours...
-house chores
-clean up room
hrmm~ i'll add to this...
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[Nezumi squeaked @ 11:17 a.m.]
| ::Tuesday, May 20, 2003:: | |
*blink blink*
i'm sooooo tired~
falling asleep trying to study for my big big chem test t/m~ *sigh*
driving exam t/m too...~ i'm gonna fall asleep driving and crash into something...and scare my marker~ heh *hope not* *touch wood*
ugh, can't afford to sleep after the t/m either...stupid EDP...only like 3 more classes to go and have a lot of pages to write...should write my 'note from editor' and table of contents @ home and possibly make some of the ads :/
-.- stupid school, why does it have to end??
oh, ss final might be on friday, june 13...nice, ay?
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[Nezumi squeaked @ 07:34 p.m.]
| ::Tuesday, May 20, 2003:: | |
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lol, the site is back up~ i was thinking of starting a new one =p
*sigh* i really should be studying chem right now...i swear i will fail this upcoming test *hope i won't though* ^^; luckily I'll be able to get into ChemAP next year to get a new Chem 12 mark. It's so unfair how much teachers affect one's marks...oh well~
I'll make a new layout soon, but i'm rather busy lately
Lots of ppl to see t/m to get next year's classes and other stuff ready~ then there's my driving test the day after...*hope i pass this time~*
Anyway, should keep studying now~ laterz
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[Nezumi squeaked @ 01:30 a.m.]
| ::Friday, February 7, 2003:: | |
wow, another
i can't believe i'm writing in another entry, despite the messed up page. Heh, i refused to go to art lessons today and mom couldn't do anything about it. She shouldn't have even mentioned that i could not take art this month. Oh well, her fault.
Driving has been hectic. I've been so tired lately...sleeping in every class. Today Mr.Smith kinda yelled @ me ^^; perhaps a friendly yell w/ a straight face, but still...he said it in front of the whole class...
Then I actually got myself to call to get an interview from the lady @ HSBC, but she wasn't around, so I had to record a msg on her answering machine...i hate answer machines...it didn't help that i was so nervous (was shaking quite badly). I messed up the recording really badly...i couldn't say "hello" properly...nor her name or my own. Started crying after, but I doubt she noticed...That's probably why she yelled at me when i refused to go to art lessons, but i'm really not in the mood.
Oh tonight is the last night for the school musical - Godspell. I was thinking that I wanted to go, since everyone who has seen it said it was good, but i guess i won't (especially since i've pissed off mom). It's not like i've never missed anything in my life b4...i've missed out on so much in fact.
Ugh, there's no privacy in this house...stupid mom opened the door w/o knocking again >.<
neways, toodles...
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[Nezumi squeaked @ 03:34 p.m.]
| ::Wednesday, February 5, 2003:: | |
odd entry
Lol, there's really no point in adding an entry when this site is messed up. I really should start a new account, slap together a new layout (if possible) and start blogging again.
It's rather sad, reading other people's blogs...i sulk about so many things, thinking only my life is messed up when everyone else is as well...and probably in the same way even. Quite a shock really...
edit: holy shit! i just looked at the last entry...it was exactly a year ago T.T has it really been that long?
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[Nezumi squeaked @ 11:36 p.m.]
| ::Monday, February 18, 2002:: | |
Long Gap ^^;;
K, I haven't posted in a while, but that's cuz I was watching Olympics every free moment I had and I caught a cold ^^;
Nice layout ippy! ^^...and I'm sorry about what happened to your grandmother, angel and kaitou
Hmm, so many new tests on angel's blog to catch up on:
Are you seme or uke? Find out!
Which Revelation Original Character Are You?
I am 26% evil.
I try to stay away from evil deeds but succumb to temptation every once in a while. I'm not quite on my way to hell but I certainly have some explaining to do.
Are you evil? find out at Hilowitz.com
A BLACK Dragon Lies Beneath!
I took the Inner Dragon online quiz and found out I am a Black Dragon on the inside. If there ever was an aparition of Evil, my Inner Dragon is it. Blackies are a fairly common dragon and are considered one of two harmonious dragons. My anti-thesis is the White Dragon. Together, we embody the Yin and Yang concept of eastern religions.
But I couldn't care less about that garbage. I like to chomp things, cause trouble, and seek unjustified revenge. My favorable attributes are the Moon, the stars, dreams, psychic guidance, seeking truth, and helpful dark magic. Everybody's still got to watch out for me though, because deep down I like to smite at random and have a nasty breath weapon combination of Fire and Acid. *evil grin* Fun, no?
Hmm, some of these results are quite wierd....oh well...
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[Nezumi squeaked @ 12:15 a.m.]
| ::Wednesday, February 13, 2002:: | |
;_; *sniff*
Arg, I'm going crazy here. My aunt just calls at like 5pm saying that she's going to come over to cook dinner and will be eating here too >_< I have a horrid math test to study for, and their whole family is bothering hte hell out of me. They practically have every distracting thing in the house on....talk about energy wasting. It doesn't help that I majorly over-exerted myself in PE so my body wasn't really responding to me and I ended up falling asleep until just a while ago ;_;
I need to study! and now it's dinner time....I usually do alright on math tests, but I seriously think I'll fail this one. I don't get the concepts at all...
Well, on the bright side, Majo no joken 7 and 8 are out on ochiba and OT5 is out.
Hmm...and I really should spend less time watching the Olympics....
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[Nezumi squeaked @ 07:21 p.m.]
| ::Monday, February 11, 2002:: | |
oO;;;
LOL, afterschool was wierd today. Becca left, so I started talking to Mia...at the corner of my eye, I saw hamu leaving, but I decided that if I were to leave now, it'd seem like I was stalking him ;/ so I'd leave when Mia did. Then Mia said that she was leaving...so i reluctantly left cuz there was no one else to talk to. Hmm...and I was walking kinda fast, so I ended up catching up to him and then walking past, but I swear that he and his friends think I'm stalking him, cuz they were looking at me funny. They probably used to do that to, but I'm noticing it more now ^^; It's really bothering me. LOL, but maybe staring at hamu for the whole SS class is kinda bad too ^^; I think I should stop....^^;;; sigh, but I can probably stare at the hamster all day and not be bored ^^;
Neway, angel wants me to post in the rpg in a-n ^^; but I have no idea what to write, nor can I think of a character. LOL, and I'm too lazy to read all those posts cuz they're all very long ^^;
I don't think I have time tomorrow anyway...although I don't have school. I still need to do some work, go to piano lessons, and have to get my braces tightened in the morning ;/ ouch!
Sleepy now, maybe I'll take a nap ^^; (slept at 4am and woke up at 7am) Hehe, ja ne~
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[Nezumi squeaked @ 04:42 p.m.]
| ::Sunday, February 10, 2002:: | |
Quizzes
Another entry ^^;;
Well, I was taking quizes, so I thought I'd show ppl the results.
Hmm, really should stop working on my hw soon. I'm going out for dinner- jap XD
LOL
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[Nezumi squeaked @ 05:46 p.m.]
| ::Sunday, February 10, 2002:: | |
Hickory Sticks =p
Hehe, back from classes, felt a little depressed, so I went and got food :D
After a small frozen yogurt, I bought a 300g bag of hickory sticks ^^. I'm not even halfway through the bag and I'm all full already. I wonder if I'll be able to finish this before it turns all soft and icky.
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[Nezumi squeaked @ 04:23 p.m.]
| ::Sunday, February 10, 2002:: | |
Insane Bishounen
Hmm, took the test that angel mentioned on her blog, and my results? Here they are:
 Outwardly you are intimidating and standoffish, though inside you really feel confused and misunderstood... but since you're pretty good at hiding feelings when you want to, nobody would ever know. You believe that you really can't trust anybody, thus you tend to be a loner. The only other instance you show any emotion at all is when you're pissed off. Which Insane Bishounen are YOU?
brought to you by angel rising |
This is so sad how true the whole quote is ^^;
Hmm, I like "Pinky the Shark," "Cuddles the sabre-toothed tiger," and "Lullaby the Emerald Dragon" ^^ They look quite nice. =p
...and I should remember to put this in the personality section on the side :D
Neway, should go now. Stupid lessons >_<
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[Nezumi squeaked @ 12:51 p.m.]
| ::Saturday, February 9, 2002:: | |
yay ^^
I got two new stuffies today ^^ One of masho maro and the other, miffy. They're so cute ^^ Anyway, got to watch Majo no Joken 3. Hehe, more takky XD
I think I'll sleep soon. I have classes to go to tomorrow. Sigh, I can't even take a break on a Sunday. I was out all day today already too. *yawn*
Hmm, wanted to ask a friend of mine sumthing about the hamster ^^; but he left b4 I could get to it ;_; Oh well, until next time. Hmm, I wonder if I'll be able to talk to the hamster this year or even sometime b4 grad...LOL, I'm tempted to call him Hamu-chan. It's such a kawaii nick, but then I don't really know if it suits him all that much ^^; Oh well, I'll stop ranting about the vain hamster now.
I was thinking a bit too much today. I was quite unhappy until I was given the two stuffies. Sleeping will help me stop thinking...so maybe I'll do that and stop torturing you poor people who are reading this with sentence fragments and poor grammar, though I really don't understand what's so interesting...
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[Nezumi squeaked @ 12:00 a.m.]
| ::Saturday, February 9, 2002:: | |
Oyasuminasai
One more entry b4 I sleep. Hehe, and yet I have nothing to write ^^;
I changed some things in the blog, but it's so little that it's not worth mentioning. Oh, and i fixed a spelling error on the desktop bg ^^ of Takky ^^;
I wonder if anyone wants to see my desktop...it's quite plain though. Maybe I'll put it up when I have the time to.
Still need to get Fruba 15 and Sister Princess 18...I hate it when I'm in queue for the longest of time and I still can't get anything >_< Well, I suppose ever does too ^^;
Anyway, yes, I came here to say good night ^^
So, oyasumi ^^
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[Nezumi squeaked @ 01:22 a.m.]
| ::Friday, February 8, 2002:: | |
Hiya ^^
Hmm, I'm thinking of changing the layout...but I don't know how it should look like and what picture i should use. Sigh, archery's over now...just when my aim was starting to get better >_<
School's fun. LOL, I'm shocked at myself for saying that =p, but it's cuz i'm obsessing over a hamster. Hehe...only 3 ppl would understand that comment right now. ^^; but the hamster's funny...not exactly cute, but he sleeps and grooms all the time oO; LOL
Ack, I just remembered something...I need to put in more entries or else the links and stuff would be all funny ^^; cuz I archived the previous entries
Neways, that's all I can think of writing right now...
Baibai ^^
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[Nezumi squeaked @ 11:56 p.m.]
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